Lauren Mitchell Was Not the Name That Mattered

Chapter 07 - Lauren Mitchell Was Not the Name That Mattered
We left the ballroom at 1:17 in the morning.
Not together.
That felt important.
Daniel went with his attorney.
Rebecca went with Peter Walsh and two board members who had suddenly remembered they had fiduciary duties.
Michael was asked not to leave the hotel until the companyâs outside counsel had copied the documents he brought.
And Ellie came home with me.
In the back seat of the car, she leaned against my shoulder and fell asleep before we reached Lake Shore Drive.
She was still holding the pearls.
I took them gently from her hand.
They were warm.
For four years, those pearls had lived in a velvet box inside my bedroom closet. I had believed they were safe because they were hidden.
I was beginning to understand that hidden and safe were not the same thing.
At home, I carried Ellie upstairs.
She was thirteen and almost as tall as I was, but for a moment she felt like the little girl who used to fall asleep during movies with popcorn still in her fist.
I laid her on the bed and removed her shoes.
Her eyes opened.
âMom?â
âIâm here.â
âAre you mad at me?â
The question nearly broke me.
âFor what?â
âThe video.â
âNo.â
âI knew it would embarrass Dad.â
I sat beside her.
âSweetheart, your father embarrassed himself.â
She looked toward the ceiling.
âGrandma said adults sometimes blame the person who tells the truth because they donât want to blame the person who made it ugly.â
I smiled through tired eyes.
âThat sounds like her.â
Ellie reached toward the pearls on my nightstand.
âWhy did that email say you didnât know who Lauren was?â
âI donât know.â
âDo you think Aunt Rebecca sent it?â
âMaybe.â
âUncle Michael?â
âMaybe.â
âDad?â
âNo.â
That answer came too easily.
I hated that.
Ellie watched me.
âYou still love him.â
I looked at my daughter.
There are questions children ask that adults spend years avoiding.
âYes.â
She nodded.
âThat sucks.â
I laughed.
A real laugh.
âYes.â
She closed her eyes.
âIt really does.â
By nine the next morning, there were forty-seven missed calls on my phone.
I ignored forty-six.
The one I answered came from Lauren.
âClaire?â
Her voice sounded different without a ballroom around it.
Smaller.
âWhat do you want?â
âTo tell you who I am.â
I closed my eyes.
âSo that email was true.â
âI donât know about any email.â
âThen start with your real name.â
A pause.
âLauren Mitchell is my real name.â
âUseful beginning.â
âMy motherâs name is Diane Mitchell.â
The name reached somewhere old.
I knew it.
I could not place it.
Lauren heard my silence.
âShe worked for Harrison Custom Homes.â
Then I remembered.
Not a face.
A story.
Fifteen years earlier, Daniel came home furious because a bookkeeper had stolen from the company.
Two hundred and sixty thousand dollars.
We had nearly lost a line of credit because of it.
The woman was prosecuted.
I had never met her.
âDiane Mitchell.â
âYes.â
âYour mother stole from us.â
âNo.â
Laurenâs answer was immediate.
âShe was convicted.â
âShe pled guilty.â
âThat is not the same thing.â
I sat at my kitchen table.
The same kind of distinction my mother would have made.
âWhy did she plead?â
âBecause Frank Harrison told her if she fought the charge, he would make sure she lost custody of me and my brother.â
Danielâs father.
My throat tightened.
âHow could he do that?â
âHer husband had died. We were eight and eleven. She had no money. Frank had a lawyer, a prosecutor he played golf with, and records that made her look guilty.â
I looked toward the stairs.
Ellie was still asleep.
âDid Daniel know?â
Lauren went quiet.
âLauren.â
âHe signed an affidavit.â
The kitchen seemed to tilt.
âWhat did it say?â
âThat he had personally reviewed the transactions and believed my mother created the false vendor.â
âWas that true?â
âNo.â
âHow do you know?â
âBecause I have his deposition.â
I pressed my fingers to my forehead.
âWhy did you come to work for him?â
âTo find proof.â
âAnd sleeping with him was part of the investigation?â
Silence.
Then:
âNo.â
I appreciated the answer despite myself.
âWhen I took the job, I hated him.â
âAnd later?â
âI didnât.â
The honesty was almost unbearable.
Lauren continued.
âHe was kind to me.â
I laughed once.
âIâm sure he was.â
âIâm not saying that to hurt you.â
âIt does anyway.â
âI know.â
She took a breath.
âI thought he was unhappy. I thought your marriage had become an arrangement. He showed me divorce papers.â
âForged divorce papers.â
âI know that now.â
âYou should have verified.â
âYes.â
âYou should have spoken to me.â
âYes.â
âYou should not have slept with a married man.â
Her voice dropped.
âYes.â
No excuse.
I looked out the kitchen window at the gray Chicago morning.
âWhy were you wearing the pearls?â
âHe gave them to me yesterday afternoon.â
âAnd you believed they belonged to his mother.â
âYes.â
âYou have met his mother.â
âTwice.â
âSo you knew she could tell you whether they were hers.â
Lauren went quiet.
There it was.
The part of the lie she had helped herself believe.
âI didnât ask,â she said.
âWhy?â
âBecause I was afraid of the answer.â
For the first time, I understood her.
Not forgave.
Understood.
Fear made cowards in surprisingly ordinary ways.
âWhy call me now?â
âBecause there is something else about my motherâs case.â
I waited.
âYour mother contacted Diane before she died.â
My heart kicked.
âWhat?â
âMargaret believed my mother had been framed.â
âHow would she know?â
âShe found a payment record in Frank Harrisonâs papers.â
âWhat payment?â
âThe missing money did not go to Diane.â
I thought of Peterâs numbers.
Michael took six hundred and forty thousand years later.
Another two hundred and sixty thousand had vanished before that.
âWhere did it go?â
Laurenâs voice became very quiet.
âTo a horse-betting account controlled by Frank Harrison.â
I closed my eyes.
Daniel had told us his fatherâs gambling debts came later.
Apparently not.
âDo you have proof?â
âYes.â
âWhere?â
âMy mother has it.â
I opened my eyes.
âYour mother is alive.â
Lauren sounded surprised.
âYes.â
For some reason I had imagined Diane as dead.
Perhaps because stories become easier when wronged people are conveniently gone.
âWhere is she?â
âNaperville.â
âDoes Daniel know?â
âNo.â
âWhy not?â
âBecause she refuses to see him.â
I understood that too.
Lauren continued.
âShe will see you.â
âWhy?â
A pause.
âBecause Margaret asked her to.â
My mother had been arranging meetings from the grave before any of us knew we needed them.
I felt almost annoyed with her.
âClaire?â
âYes.â
âThereâs one more reason you should come.â
âWhat?â
âMy mother knows who has been using Margaretâs email account.â
I stood.
âWho?â
Lauren hesitated.
âShe wonât tell me over the phone.â
At that moment, Ellie appeared at the kitchen doorway in pajamas.
She looked at my face.
âWhat happened?â
I put the phone down slowly.
âWeâre going to meet someone.â
âWho?â
âThe woman Grandpa Harrison blamed for stealing from the company.â
Ellie frowned.
âDid she do it?â
âNo.â
âHow do you know?â
I looked at my motherâs pearls on the table.
âI donât yet.â
May you like
Then Lauren said through the speaker:
âBut your grandmother did.â