Matthew Did Not Want a Father

Chapter 11 - Matthew Did Not Want a Father
Matthew Avery looked like Daniel around the eyes.
That was the first thing I noticed.
Not enough to prove anything.
Enough to make my chest ache.
He stood in the lobby wearing a charcoal coat and holding a flat leather portfolio.
Twenty-five.
Tall.
Dark hair.
Serious face.
He looked at Daniel once.
Then at me.
âMrs. Harrison?â
âClaire.â
He nodded.
âMatthew.â
Daniel stepped forward.
âCan we speak privately?â
Matthew did not look at him.
âI came to speak to Claire.â
The rejection was quiet.
Daniel stopped.
I understood something then.
Powerless Daniel was almost unrecognizable.
I led Matthew upstairs.
Daniel started to follow.
âNo.â
He stared.
I held his gaze.
After a moment, he stayed behind.
Matthew sat across from me in my old office.
It had been redecorated after I stopped working full-time.
Gray walls.
Minimalist shelves.
Nothing of mine left.
âIâm sorry,â he said.
âFor what?â
âFor showing up in the middle of this.â
I almost smiled.
âThe middle left yesterday.â
He looked down.
âI watched the ballroom video.â
âSo did everyone.â
âMy office receptionist sent it to me.â
âIâm sorry.â
âWhy?â
I stopped.
Good question.
âI suppose because your private history became public too.â
He nodded.
âThat part isnât your fault.â
Another distinction.
Another adult who understood them better than most of my family.
âWhat documents do you have?â
Matthew opened the portfolio.
Letters.
Photographs.
A certified-mail receipt.
One envelope addressed to Daniel Harrison at his parentsâ house.
Dated twenty-six years ago.
Before my wedding.
Before I met Daniel.
I read the letter.
Daniel,
I did not have the abortion.
His name is Matthew.
I am not asking you for money. I am asking whether you want to know your son.
Susan.
My hands went cold.
âWas this delivered?â
Matthew handed me the receipt.
Signed:
D. Harrison.
I stared.
Danielâs signature.
I knew it as well as my own.
âYou believe he signed for it.â
âMy mother did.â
âDid she ever see him afterward?â
âNo.â
âSo someone else could have signed.â
Matthewâs expression changed slightly.
âYouâre defending him.â
âNo.â
I looked at the paper.
âIâm trying not to make the same mistake everyone made with your mother.â
Assumption becoming fact because the story is convenient.
He considered that.
âFair.â
âWhat else?â
A second letter.
From Frank Harrison to Susan.
My son does not want involvement. I suggest you respect that.
My stomach turned.
âFrank intercepted her.â
âYes.â
âDid your mother believe Daniel rejected you?â
âUntil she died.â
âHow old were you?â
âSixteen.â
âCancer?â
He nodded.
âIâm sorry.â
âThank you.â
No drama.
Just a fact he had lived with.
âWhat did she tell you?â
âThat Daniel knew and did not want us.â
âDo you believe her?â
âI believe she believed it.â
I looked at him.
He had learned the same hard language of complexity.
âWhy come now?â
âBecause Frank left other papers.â
He opened another envelope.
Company documents.
Harrison Custom Homes invoices.
Payments to Susanâs sister.
The same amounts we had traced.
And one memorandum written by Frank.
Daniel must never know payments continue. He chose Claire and the business. Keep the Avery matter buried.
I read it twice.
Matthew watched me.
âThat suggests Daniel may not have known.â
âYes.â
âSo why did you tell Peter you had proof he knew before he married me?â
Matthewâs mouth tightened.
âI said Frank left documents that appear to show Daniel knew.â
âPeter simplified.â
âApparently.â
I almost laughed.
Rumor could be born within one elevator ride.
âSo you do not know whether Daniel received Susanâs letter.â
âNo.â
âAnd the signature?â
âCould be his.â
âCould be Frank copying it.â
âYes.â
âHave you had it examined?â
âNo.â
I leaned back.
Matthew looked suddenly younger.
âDo you want a DNA test?â
âNo.â
The answer was instant.
âWhy?â
âI know who my father was.â
âDaniel?â
âMy stepfather.â
I went still.
âRobert Avery married my mother when I was two. He raised me. He coached baseball badly, burned pancakes, paid for architecture school with money he didnât have.â
Matthew smiled for the first time.
âHe died three years ago.â
âIâm sorry.â
âHe was my father.â
I understood.
Blood was not the question he had come to answer.
âThen what do you want from Daniel?â
âNothing.â
âWhat do you want from me?â
He looked around the office.
âMy motherâs name cleared.â
That hit me.
âDiane Mitchell.â
He nodded.
âThey knew each other.â
âYour mother and Diane?â
âThey worked together briefly.â
My heart accelerated.
âSusan kept copies of Dianeâs payroll records. Frank asked her to destroy them.â
âShe didnât.â
âNo.â
Matthew opened the final folder.
Inside were time-stamped accounting reports showing Diane Mitchell could not have created the fraudulent vendor transfers attributed to her.
Her login had been disabled two days before several transactions were posted.
âWho posted them?â
Matthew pointed.
User initials:
FH.
Frank Harrison.
The dead man at the center of so many lies.
I felt oddly relieved.
Not because Frank was guilty.
Because Diane finally had clean proof.
âWill you give me copies?â
âYes.â
âWhy me?â
âBecause Harrison Custom Homes owes her the apology.â
âDaniel is CEO.â
âFor now.â
I looked at him.
He had seen the news about my sixty percent.
âDo you think I should take the company?â
âI donât know you.â
âGood answer.â
He stood.
At the door, I asked, âMatthew.â
He turned.
âWould you speak to Daniel?â
âNo.â
I nodded.
âHe may ask.â
âHe can ask.â
Another distinction.
Permission was not obligation.
When Matthew left, Daniel was waiting across the hall.
He looked at the young man.
Matthew looked back.
Neither moved.
For one awful second, I saw all the years between them.
Then Daniel said, âIâm sorry.â
Matthewâs face remained calm.
âFor what?â
Danielâs voice shook.
âFor not looking for you.â
Matthew considered him.
âThat is something you did.â
Daniel nodded.
âBut it isnât the worst thing that happened to me.â
Daniel looked surprised.
Matthew continued.
âThe worst thing was adults deciding my life for me because they were afraid of discomfort.â
His eyes moved toward me.
Then back.
âI think your family has done enough of that.â
He walked away.
Daniel watched the elevator doors close.
Then he turned toward me.
âThere is something I need to tell you before someone else does.â
I almost laughed.
âAt least youâre learning.â
He did not smile.
âItâs about Ellie.â
Every muscle in my body tightened.
âWhat about her?â
Daniel looked toward the closed elevator.
âFrank had a DNA test done when she was a baby.â
I stared.
âWhy?â
May you like
His answer came like a slap.
âBecause he did not believe she was mine.â