What Ruth Remembered

Chapter 04 - What Ruth Remembered
Meredith visited her mother every other Sunday, sometimes more often when the studio schedule allowed. A few years earlier they had baked together in Ruth's old kitchen, moving around each other without needing to speak. As the illness progressed, Meredith began taking over the recipe measurements, then the shopping, then the entire meal. On bad visits she came away feeling she had spent two hours watching a door close. On good visits, Ruth remembered the name of a childhood dog and smiled with the pleasure of retrieving a lost jewel.
When Alma mentioned Eli, Meredith saw him again kneeling beside Ruth's bed with a small screwdriver between his teeth. Ruth had called him "the bicycle boy," though he was nearly forty. He was patient without speaking to her as if she were a child. Meredith had meant to bring him something at Christmas, perhaps coffee or warm gloves, and hadn't gotten around to it. Her regret now was embarrassingly concrete: she had failed to thank a man who might have risked his life for people she loved.
Outside the facility, Nina took her sister's car keys. "You're shaking. I'll drive." Meredith had always hated being managed, but she handed them over. There was a difference, she was slowly learning, between someone taking control and someone offering to share the weight.
Ruth Vale had not remembered the names of her two daughters together in nearly three years. Some mornings she called Nina by her own sister's name. On better days she remembered Meredith's flower shop, although the shop itself had closed after the pandemic and Meredith now worked out of a rented studio behind a bakery. The illness took memories in no sensible order. It kept the smell of lilacs and stole the word for spoon.
When Meredith and Nina visited the next morning, Ruth was folding and unfolding a linen napkin on her bed. She smiled at Nina, then asked Meredith whether she'd finished her homework.
"Years ago, Mom." Meredith kissed her forehead. "Do you remember an aide named Eli?"
Ruth looked toward the window. A sparrow knocked at the bird feeder outside. "The nice boy with the bicycle," she said.
"Did he come to your room last fall?"
"He was cold. He needed gloves." Ruth frowned, as if struggling to see the bottom of a drawer. "He told me not to give the envelope to the lady in the pearls."
Meredith's hand tightened around the chair arm. Colleen often wore pearls. "What envelope?"
Ruth's eyes filled suddenly. "You aren't going to send me away?"
"No, sweetheart," Nina said. "You're staying right here."
The nurse, Alma, entered with afternoon medication and stayed when Nina explained they were looking for a former employee. Alma remembered Elijah Torres clearly. "Not an aide. He was in maintenance, but he'd sit with people when we were short-handed. His grandmother lived here for a while." She paused. "He was fired after someone accused him of stealing a visitor's jewelry. The accusation didn't sound like him."
"Who made it?" Meredith asked.
Alma shook her head. "The administrator would know. The files aren't open to me."
Ruth began tapping the arm of her chair in a pattern: twice, then once. Meredith remembered her doing that when she was a child, tapping along to an old song played on the radio. "The blue lady," Ruth murmured. "She said he was a liar."
"What blue lady?"
"Blue coat. Pretty buttons. She made me sign my name."
Nina and Meredith exchanged a look. When Ruth was capable of signing anything, she sometimes did so simply to please someone. Meredith had been careful about legal permissions for the facility. A visitor coaxing a signature could mean a dozen things, none good.
In the office, the administrator produced the visitor log after Nina explained the seriousness of their concerns. The paper log from the previous October was missing two pages. Digital entries showed a visit on October 19 by a woman called Caroline Price. The purpose was listed as legal consultation. Ruth had never retained a lawyer named Caroline Price.
Nina photographed the entry, with permission. "That is the same date as the crash."
Meredith stared. The crash had happened at 11:40 that evening. Someone had visited her mother at three in the afternoon, hours before Adrian was supposedly killed.
They asked to see the consent documents. The administrator went pale as he scrolled through his system. There had been an authorization allowing the release of Ruth's records to a private security firm. It was signed with Ruth's uncertain signature and countersigned by someone using Meredith's name.
"I didn't sign that," Meredith said.
"I believe you," the administrator answered, which did little to calm her.
Nina insisted that they freeze external access and preserve the logs. Outside the office, Meredith received a photograph from an unknown number. It showed Adrian standing beside a dark sedan in a parking garage, his left cheek bruised. A date stamp in the corner read OCT 22, three days after his official death. Beneath it was a message: HE WAS NEVER A PRISONER.
Meredith enlarged the picture. Adrian looked thinner, but he stood easily. One hand rested on a car door; the other held his phone. The image offered a relief she resented. He had been alive. He had been able to walk, speak, leave. Then why had she been left alone with a funeral bill?
Nina studied it. "We don't know who took this. Or what happened five minutes before or after."
"We know enough." Meredith's voice cracked. "He could have found a way to tell me."
They drove back toward Chicago under a sky the color of unwashed linen. Nina offered to stay another night, but Meredith wanted an hour alone. She went to the studio to cut stems and throw away flowers that had been left without water during the wedding disaster. The repetition of the work gave her somewhere to put her hands.
At six, Sloane arrived in jeans and a plain raincoat, carrying the gold watch in a cotton pouch. She had a bruise-colored shadow beneath each eye. "My father had security go through my apartment," she said. "I stayed with a friend."
Meredith laid the watch on a worktable. The crystal was scratched in the same place she remembered, near the numeral four. When she opened the back with a small florist's blade, a folded sliver of thin paper slipped out. On it were six numbers and the name of an old Chicago storage business.
Sloane leaned over her shoulder. "What do they mean?"
Before Meredith could answer, the studio's front glass shivered under a hard knock. A tall man in a dark coat stood outside, soaked with rain. Meredith recognized him from an old photograph Adrian kept in his study: his younger brother, Peter, estranged from the family for more than a decade.
May you like
Peter raised both empty hands to the glass.
"Don't open the storage unit," he called. "The last woman who did never came home."