The Man in the Navy Suit

Chapter 01 - The Man in the Navy Suit
Before the Bellwether booking, Meredith had spent the morning wrapping the stems of a bridal bouquet with ivory ribbon. Her assistant, Bea, had complained that the roses were opening too quickly. Meredith had told her to put them somewhere cool and stop worrying. She wondered now whether she would ever again have a morning so uncomplicated.
She had made herself keep working after Adrian died. In November she accepted small holiday centerpieces; in December she slept on a friend's sofa between deliveries. At Christmas she stood in a grocery store looking at boxes of the cereal Adrian used to eat and began weeping so suddenly that an elderly stranger offered her tissues. The kindness had undone her more completely than any condolence card.
Recently she had begun to feel steady. Not happy, exactly, but able to imagine a weekend without thinking about the grave. That morning she'd even considered buying herself a ticket to a concert. These little pieces of recovery suddenly seemed cruel, as if someone had been watching while she laboriously learned to stand upright and knew all along that the floor had been moved.
Meredith Vale had arranged flowers for forty-three weddings that summer and managed not to cry at a single one. She had made bouquets for brides who arrived drunk, brides who arrived late, and a bride who asked her, very seriously, whether the peonies could be made less pink. At thirty, she had learned that almost anything could be repaired with floral wire and a convincing smile.
Almost anything.
The service corridor at the Bellwether House smelled of furniture polish and buttercream. Meredith balanced a cardboard box of white boutonnieres against her hip and followed the little brass signs toward the groom's dressing room. Someone had moved the delivery table. She checked the schedule clipped to her apron. The groom was called Adrian Mercer. She hadn't looked twice at the name. It was a common enough first name, and she had stopped looking for ghosts in ordinary places.
Through a half-open door she saw a man standing before a gold-framed mirror while an older woman straightened his tie. Dark hair, a small scar near his left eyebrow, the unconscious way he held his shoulders when someone fussed over him. His navy suit was the one they'd bought in a shop on Michigan Avenue, where he'd laughed at the price and then insisted it was worth it because he planned to marry only once.
The box tilted. Meredith caught it before the flowers fell.
"Adrian?" she said.
The woman at his collar turned first. Meredith knew that face too. Colleen, his mother, had brought soup to her apartment after the funeral and washed the mugs because Meredith could not bear to move. Now Colleen's hand stayed fixed against the tie as if holding a knot in place could keep the entire room from coming undone.
"The ceremony starts in twenty minutes," Colleen said to him, quietly enough that Meredith almost missed it.
"I don't want anything going wrong today," Adrian replied. He was still looking in the mirror. His voice, unaltered, passed through Meredith like cold water.
She pressed herself against the corridor wall. Her knees had become strangely unreliable. Eleven months earlier, a sheriff's deputy had arrived at her door with a solemn face and news of a highway collision in western Pennsylvania. A vehicle burned. The identification was confirmed, she'd been told. The casket stayed closed. She could still remember choosing lilies because Adrian hated their smell and would have appreciated the joke.
Colleen stepped closer to the door. "Meredith?"
The groom turned.
For one impossible second his face was empty. Then he made a sound that was not quite her name. Meredith took a step forward, holding the box so tightly its cardboard edge dug into her palm.
"I watched them bury you."
He reached for the back of a chair. Colleen whispered, "Please. Not here."
Meredith wanted to slap her. She wanted to collapse. Instead she put the flowers on a narrow side table and said, "Whose body was in that coffin?"
Adrian's expression changed. She had seen him surprised, angry, frightened of a medical bill, delighted by an unexpected snow day. This was different. He looked as if he had spent eleven months rehearsing a conversation and found himself unable to remember a word of it.
Footsteps approached in the hall. A woman in a cream silk dress appeared behind Meredith, carrying one pearl earring in her hand. She had the composed beauty of someone who expected all doors to open for her. She saw Adrian, saw Meredith, and stopped.
"What's happening?" she asked.
No one answered. On the cream silk woman's wrist was a watch Meredith recognized: Adrian's father's old gold watch, which Meredith herself had placed in the closed casket beside a photograph of them at the lake. The inscription on its back had read, TO A, COME HOME SAFE.
"That's my fiancé's watch," Meredith said.
The bride looked at Adrian. "You told me it belonged to your grandfather."
"Sloane," Colleen said, "go downstairs."
Sloane did not move. She was staring at Meredith's face, then at Adrian, performing some awful arithmetic of her own. "This is her, isn't it?"
A door swung open farther down the corridor. The wedding planner called out for the groom. Adrian finally spoke. "Meredith, I can explain."
"Then start with the funeral."
He glanced at his mother. That glance told her something she did not want to know: they had discussed her. Perhaps for months. Perhaps over dinners, while she slept on Adrian's side of a bed she couldn't bring herself to sell.
"I didn't know about the funeral until afterward," he said.
Colleen shut her eyes.
Meredith laughed, a single horrible breath. "But you knew I was alive. You knew where I lived."
"I wasn't free to come back."
"And yet you're free to get married?"
Sloane set the earring on the table. "Adrian, what does she mean, funeral?"
The wedding planner called again. Colleen crossed to the door and locked it. The click was gentle, almost polite. "Nobody leaves until we know what she has been told," she said.
It was the word *she* that settled Meredith. The woman who'd held her while she cried had just spoken of her as a problem to be managed. Meredith pulled out her phone.
"I'm calling the police."
Adrian lunged one step toward her, then stopped when she flinched. He looked down at the floor and said, almost tenderly, "Don't call the county sheriff."
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"Why?"
"Because the man who signed my death certificate is downstairs at my wedding."