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The Price of His Apology

Chapter 08 - The Price of His Apology

Claire flew to New York with Lydia on a Thursday morning. She hadn't intended to return so soon, but she wanted the rest of her tools, the portfolios Victor had stored away, and the letters June had sent. More than anything, she wanted to stand in that house one last time without asking permission.

Marisol opened the door and embraced her. “He's in the study,” she whispered. “I told him you were coming with your attorney.”

“Thank you.”

For the first half hour Victor stayed away. Claire collected sketchbooks, the silver thimble June had given her, a yellow bowl Elise made in sixth grade, and a framed photograph of her mother. Each small thing felt heavier than its size. Lydia checked documents at the kitchen table while Marisol found packing materials.

Victor finally appeared in the doorway of the studio Claire had once used before he'd filled it with storage boxes. He wore a plain dark sweater. Without the suit and the men who stood behind him, he looked like somebody's tired husband.

“I see you found your things,” he said.

“Yes.”

“I moved the cases back in here. I shouldn't have put them in storage.”

Claire kept wrapping her mother's photograph. She was afraid to stop moving.

“I saw the email,” she said. “The one telling Marco to stop me finding a job.”

Victor's face tightened. “I thought the galleries would take advantage of you. You'd been out of the field for years.”

“You didn't ask me.”

“I know.”

“You told me I could do whatever I wanted. Then you made sure I couldn't.”

He sat on the edge of a table. “I couldn't stand the idea of you building a life I wasn't part of.”

Claire felt anger rise at last, clean and sharp. “You built an entire life I wasn't part of. I spent years making excuses for your absences. I welcomed your friends. I cared for your mother. I raised our daughter. And you were afraid I'd spend three afternoons a week doing work I loved?”

His eyes filled. “It sounds monstrous when you say it.”

“It was lonely when I lived it.”

He covered his face. For a moment she remembered another Victor: the young man carrying a secondhand couch up four flights of stairs, laughing as its leg scraped the wall; the husband who stood beside her in the delivery room when Elise was born; the man who once drove three hours to buy a particular almond cake because Claire had mentioned missing it.

Those things had been real. So were the hotel rooms. Love did not turn one set of facts into a defense against the other.

“Please stay an hour,” he said. “We can talk. I'll send everyone away.”

“You had twenty-five years to talk to me.”

“I don't know who I am without you.”

“You'll have to learn.”

He began crying then, quietly, with none of the theatrical fury she had feared. It hurt to see him suffer. That, too, surprised her. She could still care whether Victor was in pain without agreeing to carry it.

From the hallway came the click of heels. Dahlia Price walked into the studio wearing a cream suit, her blonde hair tucked behind one ear. She had no reason to be there. Claire watched Victor's expression change from grief to alarm.

“I told you not to come to the house,” he said.

Dahlia ignored him. “Claire. I'm sorry this is how we're meeting.”

“We met at the Gramercy,” Claire replied. “You were wearing my earrings.”

Dahlia flushed. For a second she looked far younger than thirty-eight, and frightened. Then she lifted her chin. “You don't understand everything that's happening.”

“Then enlighten me. Since you seem comfortable in my home.”

“Marco says you have evidence that could ruin several people's lives.”

“Marco is welcome to speak to my attorney.”

“I'm not here because of Marco.”

Victor stepped forward. “Leave.”

Dahlia placed an envelope on the worktable. A medical clinic's logo was printed in the corner. Claire did not touch it.

“I'm twelve weeks pregnant,” Dahlia said.

Claire looked at the envelope and remembered being pregnant with Elise, terrified and delighted, calling her mother from a pay phone outside the doctor's office. She had wanted Victor beside her for every appointment, every strange new symptom, every quiet hour before their daughter arrived. She had believed that wanting could protect a person from disappointment. Whatever Dahlia had done, there was a child in the middle of this now, and none of the adults would be able to undo that.

No one moved. Somewhere downstairs, an old floorboard creaked under Marisol's steps.

Victor stared at the envelope. “You told me you weren't.”

“I found out after you left Miami.” Her voice trembled, now without polish. “I was afraid to tell you.”

Claire felt the room tilt in a way it had not when she saw the hotel photographs. She steadied herself against a shelf. In an instant she pictured another child growing up amid the very secrecy Elise had been forced to endure.

Victor moved toward Claire. “I didn't know.”

She raised her hand. “Don't come closer.”

“I swear to you.”

“I believe that you didn't know,” she said. “It doesn't change anything about what you did know.”

Dahlia's face crumpled, as though she had expected Claire's fury and couldn't quite bear her composure.

Lydia appeared in the doorway. She took in the three faces, the envelope on the table, and Claire's hand against the shelf.

“We're leaving,” she said.

Claire finished placing her mother's photograph in the box. She moved past Victor without looking back. At the staircase he called her name once, softly. She kept walking.

In the car Lydia asked whether she needed to stop somewhere. Claire shook her head, then changed her mind.

“Somewhere with coffee,” she said. “And pie, if they have it.”

They sat in a diner off the highway, two women in expensive coats eating blueberry pie out of chipped white dishes. Claire hadn't eaten breakfast. She finished every bite.

Lydia offered to call a hotel and arrange a room if Claire didn't feel ready for the drive. Claire shook her head. She wanted the creaking stairs at June's house and the unfinished window on her bench. She wanted a tomorrow small enough to understand: make coffee, open the studio, cut one piece of glass. The future had become complicated again without her permission. She could still choose how to spend the morning.

Her phone vibrated with a message from Elise.

May you like

*Mom, why is Dad's girlfriend calling me? She says I'm going to have a little sister.*

Claire set down her fork. Dahlia hadn't waited even an hour to pull their daughter into the aftermath.

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