The DNA Test Sophie Chose to Understand

Chapter 06 - The DNA Test Sophie Chose to Understand
We did not tell Sophie I was her father that night.
I wanted to.
Elena said no.
I hated it.
I accepted it.
That was becoming a pattern.
A child therapist named Dr. Maya Chen met us two days later.
Independent.
Not mine.
Not Elena’s.
Her office contained too many stuffed animals and one plant clearly dying from neglect.
Sophie chose a purple chair.
I sat farther away.
Dr. Chen asked:
“Do you know why Mr. Moretti has been around?”
Sophie nodded.
“He fell down.”
Accurate.
“And?”
“He knows Mommy.”
Also accurate.
Dr. Chen looked toward Elena.
Then back.
“Your mom and Mr. Moretti knew each other a long time ago.”
Sophie looked at me.
“Before me?”
“Yes,” Elena said.
“How much before?”
Elena’s eyes filled.
“Before you were born.”
Sophie considered.
Then:
“Are you my dad?”
Six-year-olds hate pacing.
My breath stopped.
Elena looked at me.
I did not answer first.
Good.
She said:
“He may be.”
Sophie frowned.
“May?”
“We have old tests that say yes.”
“Then why may?”
Dr. Chen almost smiled.
“Because adults like checking things.”
Sophie looked annoyed.
“Do I have to get a shot?”
“No,” I said.
Her eyes moved to mine.
“Just cheek swabs.”
“Does it hurt?”
“No.”
“How do you know?”
“I’ve had one.”
True.
Years of paternity paranoia in organized families.
She thought.
“Okay.”
Then looked at me.
“If you’re my dad, where were you?”
There it was.
No adult framing could protect us from the right question.
I answered carefully.
“I did not know you existed.”
“Mom didn’t tell you?”
“No.”
Sophie looked at Elena.
Elena did not hide.
“I was scared.”
“Of him?”
Sophie pointed at me.
Elena’s face hurt.
“Of his family. And some things about his life.”
Sophie looked back.
“Are you scary?”
I almost laughed.
“No.”
Elena said nothing.
Good.
I corrected.
“Some people are scared of me.”
“Why?”
“Because I’ve done things that made them scared.”
“What things?”
Dr. Chen intervened.
“That is a bigger question for another day.”
Sophie accepted that.
Then:
“Do you have kids?”
I looked at her.
“Maybe one.”
She smiled despite herself.
The swab happened the next morning.
Sophie did hers first.
Then supervised me.
“You didn’t rub long enough.”
The nurse laughed.
“She’s right.”
I did it again.
Forty-eight hours later:
Probability of paternity greater than 99.99%.
Paper confirming what her eyes had already whispered on the pavement.
We told her with Dr. Chen present.
Sophie looked at me.
Then:
“Okay.”
That was all.
I had prepared for tears.
Questions.
Anger.
“Okay?”
“Yes.”
She looked at Elena.
“Can I still be Russo?”
My throat tightened.
Elena said:
“Of course.”
I added:
“You can use any name you want.”
Sophie looked relieved.
“Good.”
Then:
“Do I have to call you Dad?”
I looked at her.
“No.”
“Adrian?”
“If you want.”
She smiled.
“Adrian is a weird name.”
Elena laughed so suddenly she had to cover her mouth.
I stared.
“This is going well.”
Dr. Chen smiled.
“It is.”
Later Sophie asked if I could come to the park.
Not my home.
Not a restaurant.
The park.
We fed pigeons illegally according to a sign Sophie ignored.
She told me she hated peas.
Loved yellow.
Wanted a rabbit.
Had lost two teeth.
I learned more about my daughter in forty minutes than I had learned about entire business partners in ten years.
Then she asked:
“Why do your hands have drawings?”
“Tattoos.”
“Do they hurt?”
“When they happen.”
“Why do you have them?”
I looked at the black-gray lines across my fingers.
Some memorials.
Some vanity.
Some belonging.
“Different reasons.”
“That’s not an answer.”
I stared.
Elena sat on a bench nearby trying not to laugh.
“Fine.”
I explained one.
A small compass for Lorenzo.
My dead brother.
Sophie listened.
Then:
“Did he like compasses?”
“No.”
“Then why?”
I had no idea.
She shook her head.
“Adults are weird.”
Correct.
The normality lasted until Marco arrived.
Not running.
Marco never ran.
His face made me stand.
“What?”
“Renato filed.”
“The guardianship petition.”
“Yes.”
Elena went still.
“Court date?”
“Emergency hearing tomorrow.”
Sophie looked between us.
“What hearing?”
Elena crouched.
“Adult paperwork.”
“Boring?”
“Very.”
Good.
Marco lowered his voice.
“There’s more.”
Renato attached evidence.
Photographs of me.
Meetings.
Weapons.
Known associates.
News reports.
One video from five years ago showed me striking a man outside a club.
No context could make it good.
He attached Elena’s medical records too.
Private.
Kidney biopsy.
Emergency-room visits.
Medication history.
Elena went pale.
“How did he get those?”
I felt anger rise.
Useful question.
Dangerous instinct.
“I don’t know.”
Then stopped.
“Police and counsel.”
Elena looked at me.
Good.
The petition was ugly because it mixed truth and theft.
My crimes.
Her illness.
Our unmarried status.
Six years of no contact.
The court did not care that I had not known.
It cared about Sophie’s stability.
So did I.
The next morning, I sat behind my own lawyer while Renato appeared by video from an undisclosed European location.
Coward.
My lawyer advised me not to say that.
The judge asked why he was not physically present.
Renato claimed medical risk.
Then he argued that neither parent could provide safe care.
Elena was chronically ill and financially unstable.
I led an organized-crime enterprise.
He proposed an independent guardian selected by the court.
For one second, I almost respected the surface of it.
Then our attorney asked:
“Who do you recommend?”
Renato named:
MARGARET SLOAN.
The retired lawyer.
I looked at her.
She stood in the back.
Shocked.
Renato smiled on screen.
He had chosen the one person everyone trusted.
Then Sloan walked forward.
“Your Honor, I decline.”
Renato’s face changed.
“And I would like to disclose that Mr. Renato Moretti offered me two million dollars last month to accept.”
The courtroom went silent.
May you like
Renato’s plan had just become evidence.
And he had underestimated the oldest woman in the room.