Nurse Angela Remembers

Chapter 06 - Nurse Angela Remembers
Nurse Angela lived in Aurora in a yellow duplex with marigolds along the front walk and a ceramic frog beside the mailbox.
Valerie had not seen her since Ruthâs funeral, where Angela had stood near the back of the chapel and cried into a folded tissue like family. At the time, Valerie had been too hollow to understand why the nurseâs grief looked mixed with guilt.
Now, as Ellen parked across the street and Detective Harlanâs unmarked car waited two houses down, Valerie understood too much.
Angela was sixty-one, sturdy and soft around the eyes, with gray curls pinned away from her face. When she opened the door and saw Valerie, she said, âOh, honey,â and began to cry before Valerie could speak.
That told Valerie enough.
They sat in Angelaâs kitchen at a round oak table covered with a vinyl cloth printed with lemons. A pot of coffee gurgled. A wall clock shaped like a rooster ticked too loudly. Ordinary rooms had begun to feel holy to Valerie.
Angela placed both hands around her mug. âI wanted to call you after the funeral.â
âWhy didnât you?â Valerie asked.
âBecause a man came by the facility. Not Diego. Older. Polished. He knew my sonâs name. Knew where my daughter taught school.â
âRafael,â Natalie said.
Angela looked at her, surprised.
Natalie lowered her eyes. âIâm his daughter. Iâm sorry.â
Angela studied her for a moment, then nodded. Not forgiveness exactly. Recognition that daughters were not fathers.
Valerie slid Ruthâs copied packet across the table. âMy mother said you helped her copy these.â
Angela touched the papers with reverence. âYour mama was weak, but she was sharp. Diego came in smiling with flowers. He thought I was at the desk. Ruth pressed the call button after he left and said, âAngela, baby, I need your copier before that fox comes back to the henhouse.ââ
Valerie laughed through the ache in her throat.
That sounded like Ruth.
Angela stood and went to a kitchen drawer. From beneath potholders and warranty papers, she removed a sealed envelope browned at the edges.
âI kept this,â she said. âI was afraid to mail it. Then I was ashamed of being afraid.â
Inside was a small flash drive and a handwritten note.
For Valerie, if Diego gets near her money.
Angela wiped her cheeks. âYour mama recorded him on her little bedside tape player. She made me transfer it because she said nobody believes dying women unless they bring receipts.â
Ellen took the drive. âMay we listen?â
Angela nodded.
They used Natalieâs laptop.
Ruthâs voice came first, thin but unmistakable.
You can leave those papers right there, Diego. My daughter signs her own life.
Then Diego, smoother than silk.
Ruth, youâre tired. Valerie doesnât need more stress. Iâm only trying to protect her.
Protect her from what?
From people who will take advantage once youâre gone.
A rustle of paper.
Then Ruth again, sharper.
Why is your fatherâs company on this form?
Silence.
The kitchen seemed to stop breathing.
Diegoâs voice changed. Not angry. Colder.
You should be careful, Ruth. Valerie loves you. Sheâll do anything for your peace.
Ruth laughed, a brittle little sound.
And you should be careful, son. I raised a woman, not a doormat.
The recording ended with Angela entering the room and Diego becoming charming again, all concern and manners.
Valerie sat very still.
Hearing her mother alive hurt more than seeing her handwriting. It reached into places grief had padded over and pulled the covers back.
Detective Harlan, who had entered quietly during the recording, said, âThis helps establish intent.â
Angela looked frightened. âCan Rafael still come after my family?â
âHe can try,â Harlan said. âBut trying is going to be more expensive for him now.â
Ellen put a hand over Angelaâs. âWe can request protection and formalize your statement. You should not have carried this alone.â
Angela nodded, crying again.
Natalieâs phone buzzed. She looked down, and whatever color remained in her face drained away.
âWhat?â Valerie asked.
Natalie turned the phone.
Victoria had sent a photo from inside her dressing room.
It showed an open jewelry safe.
Empty.
Beneath it, Victoria had typed: If you want the dinner video, meet me alone.
âNo,â Ellen said immediately.
Natalieâs mouth tightened. âShe wonât give it to anyone else.â
âShe wants control,â Valerie said.
Natalie looked at her. âShe wants survival. That may be more useful.â
Valerie understood then that Natalie had spent her life studying Victoria the way prisoners study guards. She knew the difference between cruelty and fear, between loyalty and leverage.
Victoria demanded to meet at the Denver Botanic Gardens, of all places. âPublic, but not crowded near the old conservatory,â Natalie explained. âShe used to take me there when Dad had his Thursday dinners.â
âWhat are Thursday dinners?â Valerie asked.
Natalie did not answer quickly enough.
Ellen saw it. âNatalie.â
Her sister-in-law closed the laptop. âWhen I was little, Dad had business dinners without Mom. She would get dressed up anyway and sit in the car afterward, watching him come out with investors, councilmen, sometimes women. She told me we were making sure the family stayed safe.â
Valerieâs anger toward Victoria shifted, not softer, but more complicated.
A woman could be both victim and accomplice. Fear did not wash blood from anyoneâs hands, but it explained why some hands shook while hiding the evidence.
They arranged the meeting with Detective Harlan nearby and Ellen refusing to stay more than twenty feet away. Valerie insisted on coming. Victoria had helped build the room where Valerie had been humiliated. Valerie wanted to see what happened when the builder saw the foundation cracking.
The conservatory was warm and damp, smelling of soil and green leaves. Sunlight filtered through glass panels. Victoria stood near a bench in her cream blazer from the night before, pearls still around her neck, sunglasses hiding her eyes.
She looked smaller outside the mansion.
Natalie approached first. âWhere is it?â
Victoria removed her sunglasses. Her makeup was perfect. Her eyes were not.
âYou always did run toward burning houses,â she said to her daughter.
âAnd you always locked the doors behind you,â Natalie replied.
Victoria flinched.
Valerie stepped into view. âDo you have the video?â
Victoria looked at her hairline, then away. âI never wanted him to hurt you.â
âBut you wanted me quiet.â
âYes,â Victoria said.
The honesty was so bare it startled them all.
Victoria opened her handbag and removed a slim black drive. âThis has the dinner. Not just last night. Others.â
Ellenâs breath caught behind Valerie.
Victoriaâs hand trembled. âRafael kept the official cameras. I kept the copies he didnât know about.â
âWhy?â Valerie asked.
Victoria gave a sad, ugly little smile. âBecause I have been married to Rafael Moreno for thirty-eight years.â
Natalie stared at her mother.
Victoria held out the drive but did not release it when Valerie took the other end.
âThere is a file on there marked ROSE ROOM,â she said. âDo not open it in public.â
âWhat is it?â Ellen asked.
Victoria looked at Natalie.
For the first time, her polished face broke.
âIt is the reason I stayed,â she whispered. âAnd the reason my daughter must never forgive me too quickly.â
Before anyone could answer, Victoriaâs phone rang.
She glanced at the screen and went rigid.
Rafael.
She answered with the speaker off, listened for three seconds, then looked at Valerie.
May you like
âHe knows I met you,â Victoria said.
Then she whispered, âAnd he has Mrs. Bell.â