A Brother Buried Twice

Chapter 06 - A Brother Buried Twice
Luca sent Vanessa away without an answer.
That sounds cleaner than it was.
She stood on our porch in the rain, refusing to leave until he promised not to go after his mother. Luca did not promise. Vanessa grew sharp. He grew quiet. Finally Gabriel arrived with two men, and Vanessa understood that the evening no longer belonged to her.
Before she stepped into the Mercedes, she looked at me.
âYou think heâs protecting you?â she said. âHe protects information. Right now you are information.â
I wanted to pretend the words missed.
They did not.
After she left, my father insisted on sitting at the kitchen table.
It took ten minutes to help him from the front room. He hated needing help. I hated how angry that made him at himself. Luca watched without offering until I asked. Then he moved with surprising care, as if strength could be made gentle by attention.
When my father finally sat beneath the yellow kitchen light, he looked old in a way he had not looked that morning.
âTell me,â I said.
His good hand closed around mine.
Words came slowly, but this time they came.
Twenty-eight years earlier, a young maid named Lucia had given birth in a Catholic hospital on the South Side. The father was Salvatore Bellini, already married, already powerful, already allergic to consequences. The baby boy was taken before Lucia held him twice.
âMarco,â my father whispered.
He had been an assistant bookkeeper then. He helped process payments he did not understand. Money to the hospital. Money to a private attorney. Money to a family willing to accept a child whose birth certificate had been altered before the ink dried.
âYou were part of it,â I said.
Shame moved across his face.
âYes.â
The word felt like a stone dropped in water.
âWhy didnât you come forward?â
âAfraid.â
It was not enough. It was the only honest answer.
Years later, he discovered that the boy had not gone to a safe family as promised. Marco had been moved between homes, used, neglected, erased. When my father tried to find him, Bellini fired him. When he kept digging, the first threats arrived. Then the stroke.
âThey caused it?â I asked.
My father closed his eyes.
âStress. Fear. Pills missing.â
Luca leaned forward.
âWhat pills?â
My father looked at me.
I knew. Blood pressure medication. The refill that had mysteriously vanished from our porch. The pharmacy had blamed delivery. I had blamed myself for not picking it up in person.
Lucaâs face became very calm.
âWho handled your fatherâs care after the stroke?â
âMe,â I said.
âBefore you got him home.â
âA private rehab center. Bellini paid the first month anonymously.â
Gabriel cursed under his breath.
Luca looked at him.
âFind every staff member from that center.â
My father tapped the table.
âCaterina.â
Lucaâs eyes returned to him.
âMy mother knew?â
My father nodded.
âShe found... Marco.â
The room seemed to tilt.
âWhere?â Luca asked.
My father struggled, frustration pulling his mouth unevenly.
âChurch. Winter. Soup kitchen.â
Luca stood.
âThere are thirty churches with soup kitchens in this city.â
My father shook his head hard.
âAngel.â
I knew then.
âSaint Michael the Archangel,â I said. âMom used to volunteer there.â
My father looked at me, relieved and broken.
Luca had already reached for his phone when another sound cut through the kitchen.
A soft buzz.
Not his phone.
Mine.
I looked at the screen.
Unknown number.
The message contained a photograph.
Mrs. Moretti sat in a chair beside a window, alive, pale, and holding her blue cardigan closed at the throat.
Beside her stood a man whose face I did not know.
Under the picture were five words.
May you like
Ask James what Emma is.
My father made a sound like the past had finally found its teeth.