My Fatherâs Name

Chapter 04 - My Fatherâs Name
My father had been dead for five years, but hearing his name in that ballroom made me feel nine years old again.
Not twenty-eight.
Not a maid.
Not a woman standing under chandeliers in borrowed courage.
Nine.
Sitting at our kitchen table in Cicero, watching my father sharpen a pencil with a pocketknife because he said good numbers deserved sharp points.
Patrick Reed had been an accountant for small restaurants, repair shops, church drives, widows who kept receipts in cookie tins. He wore cardigans with elbow patches and believed every mistake in a ledger was either an accident or a confession.
âEmma?â Luca said.
I looked up.
His voice had changed. Less command. More care.
âWhat did my father have to do with Nathaniel Crane?â I asked Adrian.
The attorneyâs face tightened.
âIâm still checking.â
âDonât say my fatherâs name in front of this room unless you already know why.â
The words came out before I could stop them.
A few guests shifted at my tone. Maids were not supposed to speak like that to men in Lucaâs world.
Luca did not correct me.
He looked at Adrian.
âAnswer her.â
Adrian opened his tablet. âPatrick Reed filed a private complaint eleven years ago against a shell company called Harbor & Vane. He alleged false invoices, payroll laundering, and charity funds being diverted through restaurant accounts.â
My mouth went dry.
âHe never told me that.â
âHarbor & Vane was controlled by Nathaniel Crane.â
Vanessa made a small sound.
Luca turned toward her.
âYou knew?â
âNo.â
It was too quick.
Margaret looked at Vanessa with a horror that did not need words.
Adrian continued carefully. âTwo weeks after Mr. Reed filed the complaint, it disappeared. His firm lost several accounts. He was sued for negligence. Publicly, it looked like he had fabricated records.â
I remembered the months after that.
My father at the kitchen table late at night.
My mother turning bills face down.
Men in suits knocking once and leaving envelopes.
The way Dad stopped singing along with old radio songs.
âHe didnât fabricate anything,â I said.
My voice did not shake. That surprised me.
Adrian nodded. âI believe you.â
Lucaâs eyes rested on me.
I hated that he was seeing me like this. I hated that a part of my life I had kept folded in a drawer had been pulled out in front of people who would go home and whisper over brandy.
Vanessa seized the moment.
âThis is absurd,â she said. âAre we connecting every tragedy in Chicago to me now?â
Margaret whispered, âVanessa, stop.â
âNo, Mother. You stop.â
There was a sharpness in the word Mother that made half the room flinch.
Vanessa pointed toward me.
âShe brought you in. She interrupted my engagement dinner. And now we discover her father supposedly had a connection to my former husband? How convenient.â
I stared at her.
âYou think I planned this?â
âI think you saw a chance.â
âFor what?â
âMoney. Attention. Sympathy. Whatever women like you take when you canât earn respect properly.â
Something cold passed through Lucaâs face.
Women like you.
It was not the insult that hurt. People like Vanessa had been saying versions of that to me since I first wore an apron.
What hurt was that my father had died with people believing the same thing.
A liar. A grasping man. A failure making excuses.
I looked at Margaret.
âDid you know my father?â
The old womanâs face had gone pale.
âNo,â she said, then changed it. âNot well.â
Luca heard the correction.
âWhat does that mean?â
Margaretâs eyes filled.
âIt means Patrick Reed came to my apartment once.â
I stopped breathing.
âWhen?â
âEleven years ago.â
The room vanished again. Not literally. The chandeliers still burned. The white roses still perfumed the air. But all I saw was Margaretâs hand tightening around her old brown handbag.
âWhat did he want?â Luca asked.
Margaret looked at me as if asking forgiveness before I even knew what for.
âHe wanted me to testify that Nathaniel had used Vanessaâs name on those accounts.â
Vanessa whispered, âMother.â
Margaret kept looking at me.
âI refused.â
My ears rang.
The words did not enter all at once. They arrived like cold water under a closed door, slow and unstoppable.
âYou refused,â I said.
âI was afraid.â
âMy father lost everything.â
âI know.â
âHe died thinking nobody believed him.â
Margaret pressed a hand to her mouth.
Luca stepped closer to me, not touching me, but present enough that I could feel the room rearrange around his protection.
Vanessa saw it.
Her expression changed again.
Not anger this time.
Fear.
Adrianâs phone buzzed.
He looked down, read something, then looked at Luca.
âWhat?â Luca asked.
Adrian swallowed.
âNathaniel Crane is in Chicago.â
Vanessaâs face emptied.
Adrian turned the phone toward Luca.
âHe checked into the Langford Hotel under the name Mr. Bellini.â
Margaret let out a broken breath.
May you like
And Luca, still calm, looked at Vanessa as if he had finally found the door behind her face.
âThen,â he said, âwe should invite your husband to dinner.â